This Morning...

Benji is still asleep, but we went ahead and checked him since it was time for meds. His blood sugar was 83, He was also sweaty. So, gave him his meds and some koolaid hopefully that will keep him up.

Me and my researching, I found two things of interest. 1) There is a link between hypoglycemia and propranolol. It is typically in behavioral treatment cases, so I don't know there. 2) The other thing of interest is Ketotic hypoglycemia. Benji's symptoms match it quite closely. The seizures when it dropped. He didn't eat dinner Friday night and got up hungry early Saturday morning asking for bread. Since then he has seemed peaked and we are having the vomiting. Both Sunday night and yesterday morning when he threw up his sugar was in the lower 80s. Which stereotypically that shouldn't mean anything except both momma and papa get the cold sweats and dizziness in the low 80s. So... it's a thought.

I think this is gonna drive me crazy before Monday. I don't like the feeling of not being able to fix it right now. I mean shoot, we just got the stable heart a month ago. We are suppose to be able to relax right? And I know that God is in control and I know that Benji will be healed. My hang up is I want to know when and I want to know how. And I want to know what is going on. Which I know.... God is in control. I have to accept it. I need to give Momma Bear a Valium. LOL...